Chapter 8: The Price of Keeping Up Appearances
Dad spent the next morning on the phone with the bank.
He verified his identity, requested copies of the application, and asked the fraud department to investigate the signature and submission history.
The bank would not give him immediate answers. They needed to review the records, confirm who had access to the relevant accounts, and determine whether any funds had been released.
Dad accepted the process, but I could see the strain in his face.
He had built his construction company from the ground up. He had spent years working weekends, missing dinners, and taking calls from job sites while other families sat around their tables.
Now he was discovering that the person he trusted most might have put their financial security at risk.
At lunchtime, he took Devin and me to a small restaurant near the beach.
Devin ordered a cheeseburger and fries. I chose a chicken sandwich, though I barely tasted it.
Dad kept checking his phone.
Finally, I reached across the table and turned it facedown.
"You're allowed to eat lunch, you know.""
He looked at me, surprised.
Then he laughed softly.
"You're right.""
"Richard can call us if something important happens.""
Dad nodded and took a bite.
For twenty minutes, we talked about ordinary things. Devin described a water slide he wanted to try again, and I told Dad about a customer at the bakery who had once ordered a birthday cake with the wrong name on it.
Dad laughed so hard that he nearly spilled his drink.
It felt good.
Not perfect.
Not magically healed.
Just good.
Then his phone rang.
The bank had located the application.
Dad listened while the representative explained that the loan had not been approved or funded. The file was under review, and the bank needed additional documentation to verify the signature and authorization.
When the call ended, he sat quietly.
"What did they say?"" I asked.
"The application was submitted online using information associated with our household accounts. They haven't established who completed it.""
"Could Vanessa have done it?""
"Possibly. But we don't know yet.""
He looked at the ocean through the restaurant window.
"I need to stop assuming I know the answer before the evidence is in.""
I appreciated that he said it.
That afternoon, Richard emailed the application to Dad.
We were sitting in the hotel room when Dad opened the attachment.
He examined the first page, then the second.
On the third page, he stopped.
There was a signature in the space reserved for the applicant.
It looked like his.
I leaned closer.
"Is that your signature?""
Dad studied it.
"At first glance, yes.""
"But you didn't sign it?""
"No.""
He opened a document from the previous year and compared the signatures.
The resemblance was unsettling.
The same slant.
The same sweeping line beneath his name.
But when he enlarged the image, he noticed something strange.
The signature appeared on a separate layer in the scanned document, and the electronic record contained a timestamp that required verification.
Dad didn't speculate.
He forwarded the file to Richard and the bank's investigator.
Then he closed the laptop.
"We're going to let the professionals determine what happened.""
I nodded.
But my thoughts kept returning to the note about the vacation.
The note that suggested my exclusion had been intended to create a conflict.
What if that wasn't the only thing Vanessa had planned?
That evening, she called me directly.
I almost let it go to voicemail.
Then I remembered how Dad had asked me to be honest, even when honesty was uncomfortable.
I answered.
"Hello?""
"Maya.""
Her voice was soft.
Too soft.
"Hi.""
"I've been thinking about you.""
I looked toward Dad, who was reading an email at the desk.
"What do you want, Vanessa?""
She sighed.
"I want to talk to my daughter.""
The words should have comforted me.
Instead, they made my stomach tighten.
"You haven't called me your daughter very often lately.""
Silence.
Then she said, "I've made mistakes.""
"Yes.""
"I was under pressure.""
"From what?""
She hesitated.
"Money. The house. Your father's work. You don't understand what it's like to keep a family together.""
I stared at the wall.
"I understand what it's like to feel like I don't belong in one.""
Her voice sharpened.
"That's not fair.""
"Neither was the vacation.""
"I told you I was sorry.""
"No, you told me you wanted to put it behind us.""
She inhaled sharply.
"Your father has always been protective of you. You know that. Sometimes it makes things difficult for me.""
I almost laughed.
"You're blaming Dad for the fact that you removed me from the reservation?""
"I'm explaining the situation.""
"No. You're explaining why you think you had a reason.""
She fell silent.
For a moment, I heard nothing but faint background noise.
Then she said, "Maya, I need you to help me.""
My heart began to pound.
"With what?""
"Your father is convinced I've done something terrible. He's looking at financial documents he doesn't understand, and your aunt is making everything worse.""
"Did you submit a loan application using Dad's signature?""
Her breathing changed.
"Who told you that?""
"So there is an application.""
"I didn't say that.""
"Then tell me the truth.""
She let out a frustrated breath.
"Your father has money. More than enough to cover everything. I was trying to make sure the family had financial security.""
"By applying for a loan against the house?""
"You don't understand how these things work.""
"Then explain them to me.""
She didn't.
Instead, she said, "If your father decides to divorce me, everything will fall apart. Devin will lose his home. You'll lose the only stable family you've ever had.""
I gripped the phone.
"Don't use Devin to make me feel guilty.""
"I'm not.""
"You are.""
Her voice turned cold.
"You've always been selfish, Maya. Even now, you're more concerned with being right than helping your family.""
I closed my eyes.
There it was.
The same accusation she had used since I was nine.
But this time, it didn't make me doubt myself.
It made me understand her.
"You don't want me to help you," I said quietly.
"You want me to tell Dad that what you did doesn't matter.""
"That's not what I want.""
"Then what do you want?""
She hesitated.
"I want you to tell him that I love him. That I love Devin. That I love you, too.""
My throat tightened.
"Then you should tell him that yourself.""
I ended the call.
For a few seconds, I sat motionless.
Dad came over and sat beside me.
"Was that Vanessa?""
I nodded.
"What did she say?""
"She wanted me to convince you that she loves us.""
Dad looked down.
"And what did you tell her?""
"That she should tell you herself.""
He pulled me into a hug.
"You handled that well.""
I rested my head against his shoulder.
"I wanted her to say something that would make everything okay.""
"I know.""
"But she didn't.""
He held me tighter.
"Sometimes people apologize because they understand the hurt they've caused. Sometimes they apologize because they're frightened of losing what they have. We need time to learn which kind of apology we're hearing.""
The next morning, we returned home.
Dad wanted to collect some documents, meet with Richard, and give Devin a chance to see his own bedroom.
The moment we turned onto our street, I noticed that Vanessa's car was gone.
The white flowers beside the walkway looked wilted in the afternoon heat.
Dad unlocked the front door.
Inside, the house smelled of furniture polish and the lemon cleaner Vanessa used every Friday.
Everything looked normal.
That was the strangest part.
The framed photographs still lined the hallway. The cushions were arranged neatly on the sofa. A vase of fresh flowers stood on the dining table.
But on the kitchen counter, beside the fruit bowl, lay a stack of envelopes.
Dad picked them up.
The top envelope contained a bank statement.
The second contained a letter from the lender requesting additional verification.
The third was a handwritten note addressed to Vanessa.
Dad unfolded it.
I watched his expression change.
"What is it?"" I asked.
He read the note again.
Then he handed it to me.
It was from someone named Melissa.
*Vanessa, I need the money you promised me. I cannot keep telling people the transfers were legitimate when I know what we agreed. If Andre discovers the full amount, we will both have a serious problem. Call me tonight.*
My hands went cold.
"Who is Melissa?""
Dad shook his head.
"I don't know.""
He turned the note over.
There was a phone number on the back.
Dad photographed the note, put it back in the envelope, and called Richard.
After explaining what we had found, he asked whether the note should be handed over to the bank's investigator.
Richard advised him to preserve it and avoid contacting the writer until the facts were clearer.
Dad agreed.
Then he walked into his office and opened the drawer where he kept his property records.
The drawer was empty.
Not completely empty.
The folders were there, but several important documents were missing.
Dad checked the cabinet, the safe, and the filing box beneath his desk.
Nothing.
He returned to the kitchen.
"Maya, have you seen the blue folder that contains the original house documents?""
"No.""
He looked around the room.
Then his gaze fell on the envelope addressed to Vanessa.
For a moment, he stood completely still.
The woman who had spent years controlling the story our family told the world had left behind a note suggesting that someone else knew about the money.
And now, the documents that might explain everything were missing.
Dad reached for his phone.
Before he could dial, the front door opened.
Vanessa walked in carrying a shopping bag.
She stopped when she saw us.
Her eyes moved to the papers on the counter.
Then to Dad.
Then to me.
"What are you doing here?""
Dad held up the note.
"That's what I'd like to know.""
Vanessa's face drained of color.
She set the shopping bag down very carefully.
May you like
And then she said something I never expected.
"Andre, you weren't supposed to find that.""