Chapter 1: The Girl in the Red Paint
“Wow. You actually think you’re going to look beautiful tonight?””
Vanessa stood in my bedroom doorway with a bucket of red paint dangling from one hand, her glossy lips twisted into a smile that should have warned me what was coming.
I was eighteen, wearing the pale blue prom dress I'd spent three months saving for, and I was about to discover that some people could destroy something precious to you simply because they couldn't stand to see you happy.
“Vanessa, what are you doing with that?”” I asked.
She lifted the bucket slightly, watching the thick red paint slide against its plastic sides.
“Oh, this? Just a little improvement.””
“Put it down.””
“Why? Afraid I'll ruin your big Cinderella moment?””
I reached for my phone. I wanted one picture before I left, one photograph of myself in the dress I'd bought with money earned from early mornings at Miller's Bakery, where I smelled like cinnamon rolls long after I'd showered.
My mother would have loved seeing it.
That thought had barely formed when Vanessa swung the bucket.
The paint hit me like a wave.
Red splashed across the bodice, soaked into the blue skirt, and ran in thick streams toward the hem. Drops struck my arms and spattered the mirror. One landed on my cheek.
For several seconds, I couldn't move.
Then I screamed.
“WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?””
Vanessa doubled over laughing.
“Oh, my God! Your face!””
I grabbed the dress, trying to lift the soaked fabric away from my body. The paint spread between my fingers, staining my skin and turning the pale blue into a muddy purple wherever the colors mixed.
“You ruined it!”” I shouted.
“You actually ruined it!””
“Congratulations,” she said.
“You can still recognize colors.””
I reached for the bucket, but Vanessa shoved it onto my dresser.
“Don't touch me!”” she snapped.
“You did this on purpose!””
“Obviously.””
She stepped closer, her expensive perfume fighting the sharp chemical smell of the paint.
“Did you honestly think anyone would look at you tonight? You're going to prom with a borrowed car, a clearance-rack purse, and a dress you paid for with tips from serving cinnamon rolls.””
My hands shook.
Vanessa had a talent for finding the exact words that hurt most. She knew I worked before school. She knew I sometimes skipped lunch to save money. She knew I'd spent the last three months imagining the moment I would finally walk into the school gym wearing something I'd chosen for myself.
She knew everything.
That was why she'd done it.
Her mother, Patricia, had married my father three years earlier. Patricia and Vanessa had arrived with designer luggage, expensive jewelry, and the expectation that the entire house would rearrange itself around their preferences.
I had arrived at the same marriage with one suitcase, a box of my mother's photographs, and a father who had become increasingly afraid of arguments.
My mother had died two years earlier.
Since then, Dad had developed a strange definition of peace. If Vanessa insulted me, I was supposed to ignore her. If Patricia took something that belonged to me, I was supposed to be understanding. If I cried, I was making things difficult.
Vanessa had learned that she could do almost anything without consequences.
“Get out,” I whispered.
She tilted her head.
“What?””
“Get out of my room!””
Her smile widened.
“Fine. Enjoy your little breakdown.””
She deliberately dragged the toe of her white designer heel through the puddle of paint before walking into the hallway.
I heard her laugh all the way to her bedroom.
Then her door slammed.
I sank to the floor.
The ruined dress lay across my knees, heavy with paint. My phone was beside me, its screen speckled red. I picked it up and stared at the photograph I'd managed to take before Vanessa moved.
It showed me smiling at my reflection.
I looked so happy.
That was the part that hurt most.
I wanted to call my father. I wanted him to come upstairs, see the mess, and tell me that Vanessa had crossed a line that could never be excused.
But I could already hear his response.
She's your stepsister. Don't let one bad evening ruin the family.
Or perhaps he'd tell me that Vanessa hadn't meant to hurt me.
Even though she'd admitted she had.
I pressed my palms against my eyes.
Then I remembered my mother standing outside a boutique window several months before she became ill.
We hadn't been shopping for anything in particular. We'd simply been walking downtown when she stopped in front of a display of evening gowns.
"Someday, you'll wear something that makes you feel like the whole world is possible," she'd said.
I'd pointed to a pale blue dress.
"That one.""
She smiled.
"Blue it is, sweetheart.""
She never got to see me wear it.
I had bought this dress myself three months earlier. I'd carried it home in a garment bag and hidden it in the back of my closet because I wanted the first reveal to feel special.
Now red paint dripped from its hem onto my mother's old carpet.
"Please," I whispered.
I wasn't sure whether I was talking to the dress or to the woman I wished were still here.
Then I looked toward the sewing machine beside my desk.
It had belonged to Mom.
When I was twelve, she'd taught me how to thread the needle. I'd complained that sewing was boring, and she'd laughed so hard that she'd nearly dropped her coffee.
"Clothes are just fabric until someone gives them a story," she'd told me.
I remembered a torn theater costume we'd repaired together when I was fifteen. The damage had been too severe for a simple patch, so Mom had challenged me to redesign the entire thing.
We'd stayed up until two in the morning cutting scraps, pinning fabric, and arguing over whether the gold trim looked better on the sleeves or the collar.
The finished costume had looked nothing like the original.
It had looked extraordinary.
Mom had stood back, folded her arms, and said, "Sometimes, sweetheart, what people try to destroy becomes the very thing that makes you extraordinary.""
I lifted my head.
The red paint was still spreading across the blue fabric.
But suddenly, I wasn't looking at a ruined dress.
I was looking at a problem.
And problems could be solved.
I carried the dress to my worktable, switched on the lamp, and opened the drawers containing Mom's old patterns and fabric remnants.
My fingers trembled as I studied the damaged bodice.
The paint had soaked through the center, but the seams remained intact. Several sections of the skirt could be salvaged if I cut away the worst stains. The red could become part of a new design rather than something I tried desperately to hide.
I opened my sketchbook.
A crimson rose took shape across the page, its petals flowing diagonally over a deep blue skirt. Silver thread would trace the edges. Tiny crystals would catch the light.
It would be complicated.
It would require almost every scrap of usable fabric.
And prom began at seven the next evening.
I checked the clock.
6:43 p.m.
Downstairs, Vanessa laughed at something Patricia said.
They probably imagined me crying into my pillow.
I threaded the needle, lowered the presser foot, and pressed the pedal.
The sewing machine hummed to life.
For the first time that evening, I smiled.
They had destroyed my dress.
They hadn't destroyed me.
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And tomorrow, everyone who had ever underestimated me would see exactly what I could do.
I just didn't know yet that Vanessa had already made plans to ensure I never reached prom.