Chapter 1: The Dress She Thought She Could Destroy
“You should be grateful I wore it at all,” Brianna said, standing in front of my bedroom mirror while the last pearl rolled beneath my dresser.
Then she smiled.
Behind her, my stepmother lifted her coffee cup and took another leisurely sip, as if the destruction of four months of my work were nothing more than an entertaining morning show.
I stared at the torn midnight-blue silk hanging from Brianna's body.
Two days.
I had two days until the Benton Fashion Scholarship competition in Atlanta, and the gown that was supposed to change my life lay in pieces across my bedroom floor.
“Take it off,” I whispered.
Brianna turned sideways to admire herself.
“Excuse me?””
“You heard me. Take off my dress.””
She ran her fingers along the sculpted bodice, deliberately smoothing the fabric over her waist.
“Honestly, Nia, I don't know why you're so upset. You make clothes. Can't you just make another one?””
The words struck harder than the ripping silk.
My name is Nia Carter. I was eighteen years old, and I had spent nearly every waking hour of the previous four months creating that gown.
I had skipped lunch to sketch its silhouette in the school library. I had sewn until two in the morning beneath a desk lamp that flickered whenever the washing machine downstairs started its spin cycle. I had pricked my fingers so many times that tiny reddish-brown spots marked the inside of my measuring tape.
Every pearl had been sewn by hand.
Every panel had been cut, pinned, and fitted until the fabric moved like water when I walked.
The gown wasn't merely a dress.
It was my way out.
The Benton Fashion Scholarship offered full tuition at a prestigious fashion institute, a monthly studio stipend, and an internship with an established American designer. For someone who had learned to sew on a secondhand machine with a broken foot pedal, it was the difference between spending the next four years fighting for scraps and finally having a chance to build something of my own.
And Brianna knew it.
“Get out of it,” I said, stepping closer.
She raised her eyebrows.
“You're being dramatic.””
“Brianna, the judges arrive Friday morning. I still have to finish the beadwork.””
“Then finish it.””
“YOU'RE WEARING IT!””
My stepmother, Vanessa, finally lowered her coffee cup.
“Nia, there is no reason to scream in this house.””
I turned toward her.
“She's wearing my competition gown without permission!””
Vanessa glanced at Brianna, then at me, and sighed as though I had interrupted something important.
“Your sister was curious about your work. You should be flattered.””
“She's not trying on a shirt. That gown took four months!””
“And apparently four months haven't taught you patience.””
Brianna laughed.
She had always laughed when I cared about something.
When I was thirteen, she laughed because I spent my birthday money on fabric instead of makeup. At fifteen, she told her friends I would grow up to become a seamstress who altered jeans in a strip mall. Last Christmas, when I showed Vanessa my first portfolio, Brianna asked whether the fashion institute accepted people who couldn't afford decent clothes themselves.
She owned designer handbags, attended private dance classes, and received new shoes whenever she complained that her old ones looked embarrassing.
I owned three pairs of jeans, two school uniforms, and a sewing machine that jammed every twenty minutes.
Our lives had become an arrangement in which Brianna was allowed to dream extravagantly while I was expected to be grateful for the opportunity to work.
My father had been the only person who made me feel otherwise.
Before he died when I was twelve, he used to sit beside me while I drew dresses on the backs of grocery receipts.
One evening, he found me trying to repair a torn pillowcase with crooked stitches.
He examined my work with exaggerated seriousness.
“You know what your problem is, sweetheart?””
I shook my head.
“You think a mistake means you can't do something.””
He showed me how to pull the thread tight without bunching the fabric.
“Every designer makes mistakes. The difference is that a designer learns how to make something beautiful out of them.””
I remembered his warm hands guiding mine.
I remembered his smile.
One day, sweetheart, you'll make something nobody can ignore.
I had built my entire future around those words.
And now Brianna was standing in front of my mirror, wearing that promise.
“Take it off,” I said again.
She rolled her eyes and reached behind herself for the zipper.
“Fine. God, you're impossible.””
I stepped forward to help because the gown had a hidden closure that could snag if pulled incorrectly.
Brianna jerked away.
Her heel caught the wooden chair beside my bed.
There was a sharp, ugly sound.
Rrrrrip.
The silk tore from her hip to the hem.
A line of pearls scattered across the floor like tiny white drops of rain.
The bodice twisted. One embroidered panel hung loose, and the skirt fell unevenly against her legs.
For a moment, the room went silent.
I could hear the coffee machine humming downstairs.
I could hear a car horn outside.
I could hear my own breath catching in my throat.
Then I screamed.
“You RUINED IT!””
Brianna stumbled backward, clutching the torn fabric.
“Oh my God! Look what happened!””
“You did that on purpose!””
“Are you insane? I tripped!””
“You pulled away from me!””
“Because you were grabbing me!””
Vanessa rose from the bed, placed her cup on my dresser, and stepped directly between us.
“Enough.””
I stared at her.
“Tell her to apologize.””
Vanessa looked at the ruined dress.
Then she picked up a pearl from the floor and rolled it between her fingers.
“If this design is as exceptional as you keep claiming, surely you can repair it.””
I felt something inside me go very still.
“The judges arrive in two days.””
“Then perhaps you should spend less time screaming and more time sewing.””
Brianna slipped out of the gown and tossed it onto my bed.
“Sorry, little sister.””
She didn't sound sorry.
She sounded delighted.
Vanessa picked up her coffee again.
“And don't expect us to pay for replacement materials. Your little hobby has already cost this household enough.””
“My father left money for my education,” I said quietly.
“You promised me it would be there when I needed it.””
Vanessa's expression changed.
Only slightly.
But I saw it.
A brief tightening around her mouth. A flicker of annoyance that had nothing to do with the dress.
“That money was used to support this family after your father died.””
“You told me it was being saved for college.””
“And I told you not to question the sacrifices I've made.””
Brianna slipped her feet into her expensive heels.
“Mom, come on. I have a fitting at eleven.””
Vanessa moved toward the door.
“Clean up this mess, Nia.””
The door slammed behind them.
I sank onto the floor and gathered the ruined silk into my lap.
The fabric smelled faintly of Brianna's perfume.
I picked up a pearl.
Then another.
My hands trembled so badly that I dropped the third.
For the first time in four years, I wondered whether my father had been wrong about me.
Maybe talent wasn't enough.
Maybe hard work wasn't enough.
Maybe some people were simply born into rooms where doors opened for them, while others spent their lives sewing their own way out.
A soft tapping sounded against my window.
I looked up.
Maya Thompson, my best friend since middle school, was climbing through the open window with a backpack slung over one shoulder.
She had a habit of entering my bedroom that way because Vanessa disliked her and claimed the front door was for people who knew how to behave.
Maya took one look at me and froze.
“Nia? What happened?””
I tried to answer, but my throat closed.
She crossed the room, lifted the ruined gown, and examined the torn seam.
Her expression hardened.
“Who did this?””
“Brianna.””
Maya looked toward the door.
“That girl has the survival instincts of a mosquito.””
Despite everything, a broken laugh escaped me.
Then I started crying.
Maya sat beside me on the floor.
She didn't tell me to calm down. She didn't tell me to be grateful. She simply held the dress while I cried into my hands.
After a while, she examined the damage again.
“Can we repair it?””
“Not in time.””
“What about the backup design?””
I wiped my cheeks.
“What backup design?””
Maya nodded toward my sketchbook.
“The butterfly dress.””
I looked at the drawing tucked between two unfinished designs.
A midnight-black gown with a sculpted bodice and layered wings of blue, gold, and black that would unfold with movement.
I had designed it months earlier, but I had never attempted to make it.
The wing structure required lightweight materials, hidden supports, and a mechanism that would allow the panels to open without pulling the bodice out of shape.
It was beautiful.
It was also a technical nightmare.
“That's just an idea,” I said.
Maya opened her backpack and pulled out her fabric scissors.
“Then let's turn it into a dress.””
“Maya, I don't have the materials.””
“Tell me what we need.””
“I need a flexible frame, silk organza, lining, wire, and at least six yards of fabric.””
“How much money do you have?””
I gave her a look.
She sighed.
“Right. Stupid question.””
Then she stood and started searching my shelves.
“We have your old projects. We have scraps. We have those metallic panels from the costume you made for the school play.””
“Those aren't enough.””
“Then we'll find more.””
I stared at the sketch.
For the first time since Brianna tore my gown, my tears stopped.
Maya placed the drawing in front of me and pushed a pencil into my hand.
“Your sister destroyed one dress,” she said.
“She didn't destroy your brain.””
I looked at the clock.
Forty-seven hours until judging.
Forty-seven hours to build something I had never built before.
I took the pencil.
“All right,” I whispered.
“But if we're doing this, we're doing it properly.””
Maya grinned.
“That's my girl.””
I began drawing a new bodice, widening the seams and marking the points where the wings would attach.
Then my phone buzzed.
An email notification appeared from the Benton Fashion Scholarship committee.
I opened it, expecting another reminder about Friday's schedule.
Instead, I read a message that made the blood drain from my face.
*URGENT: FINALISTS MUST CONFIRM THE ORIGINALITY OF THEIR SUBMITTED DESIGNS BY 9:00 A.M. TOMORROW.*
Below it was a photograph.
A photograph of a midnight-blue silk gown with hundreds of pearl beads.
My gown.
Except the image showed it intact, displayed on a mannequin beneath bright studio lights.
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And the name printed beneath the photograph wasn't mine.
It was Brianna Benton's.
