Chapter 3: The Woman in the Photograph
The photograph was grainy, but there was no mistaking the woman beneath the streetlamp.
My mother stood with her head turned toward the road, one hand curled around the strap of her handbag. Her hair was wet, her coat was soaked through, and the gold necklace lay against her throat.
Behind her, reflected in the dark window of a closed shop, Vanessa held a black umbrella.
I enlarged the image until the pixels blurred.
Then I looked up at my father.
"Tell me this isn't what it looks like.""
He stared at the screen.
His lips moved, but no sound came out.
"Dad.""
"I've never seen that photograph before.""
"Then how do you explain Vanessa being there?""
"I can't.""
"Did Mom know she was following her?""
"I don't know.""
"You told me she called you at 8:17 and said she was frightened.""
"Yes.""
"And Vanessa was with her.""
"Maybe.""
I pushed my phone across the table.
"Stop saying maybe. For once in your life, stop protecting the person standing in front of you and help me find out what happened to the person who isn't here.""
His face crumpled.
He looked older than he had that morning, and for a moment I regretted the sharpness of my words. Then I remembered the letter, the warning, and thirteen years of unanswered questions.
I didn't take them back.
Dad placed his hands flat on the table.
"Your mother was keeping records," he said.
"She had a small notebook where she wrote down everything she thought was important. Deposits, phone calls, people she met. She said it helped her think.""
"Do you still have it?""
"I thought it was in her desk.""
"Where's the desk?""
"In the study.""
We went upstairs together.
The study had barely changed since my childhood. Dad had removed the curtains and replaced the carpet, but Mom's writing desk still stood beside the window, its surface polished dark from decades of use.
A framed photograph sat on the corner.
Mom and Dad, younger and smiling, stood on a beach beneath a cloudless sky. Brielle was on Dad's shoulders, and I had my arms around Mom's waist.
I hadn't looked at that picture in years.
Dad stopped beside the desk.
"Your mother used to sit here after dinner. She would write until midnight.""
I opened the top drawer.
Pens. Rubber bands. A packet of old receipts.
The second drawer held envelopes, paper clips, and a stack of greeting cards.
The third was locked.
I looked at Dad.
"Do you have a key?""
He shook his head.
"Your mother kept the key on her ring. After the funeral, I couldn't find it.""
I studied the lock.
"Of course she did.""
I took a thin metal ruler from the desk organizer, worked it between the drawer and the frame, and felt something give.
The drawer slid open.
Dad gave me a tired look.
"You've been watching too many detective shows.""
"Maybe you should have watched a few.""
Inside lay a stack of notebooks tied with blue ribbon.
I lifted the first one.
The cover read *PERSONAL*.
Mom's handwriting filled every page, neat and precise. Most entries were ordinary—shopping lists, reminders, names of people she had promised to call. But toward the back, the writing grew hurried.
One entry made my stomach tighten.
September 6. Vanessa says the transfer never happened. But I saw the confirmation myself. Need to check the second account.
Another read:
September 12. Daniel insists he doesn't know anything. I believe him, but I cannot afford to be wrong.
I read the sentences twice.
"Transfers?"" I asked.
Dad shook his head.
"I don't understand.""
"Your mother wrote that money had been moved.""
"From where?""
I kept turning pages.
A list of figures followed, each marked with a date and a set of initials. Some were circled. Others had question marks in the margins.
At the bottom of one page, Mom had written a name.
*V. CROSS.*
Vanessa's maiden name.
Below it were four words underlined so heavily that the pen had torn the paper.
*Ask Lorraine about October.*
Dad sat down.
"Your mother never told me about any of this.""
"Maybe she couldn't trust you.""
He flinched.
Then he nodded.
"Maybe.""
We heard footsteps downstairs.
A moment later, Brielle appeared in the doorway, holding two mugs of coffee.
"What's going on?"" she asked.
"Vanessa says you locked her out of the kitchen and accused her of something.""
"Did she tell you about the photograph?"" I asked.
Brielle set the mugs down.
"What photograph?""
I showed her the image.
She stared for several seconds, then shook her head.
"That could be anyone.""
"Look at her face.""
"It's blurry.""
"Look at the necklace Mom was wearing.""
Brielle looked more closely.
Her expression changed.
"I remember that night," she whispered.
Dad stood so quickly that his chair nearly overturned.
"You were eleven.""
"I remember hearing them argue."" Brielle looked at him.
"I woke up because Mom was shouting in the garage.""
My heart began to race.
"You never told me that.""
"You never asked.""
"What did you hear?""
Brielle rubbed her palms against her jeans.
"Mom said something about the money. Vanessa said she had no idea what she was talking about. Then Mom said, 'If you touch those girls, I'll tell them everything.''"
Dad went very still.
"What girls?"" I asked.
"Us?""
"That's what I assumed.""
"What happened next?""
"Someone slammed a door. Then I heard your father's car leave.""
I turned toward Dad.
"You went out that night?""
He looked stricken.
"I was looking for your mother.""
"Was Vanessa there?""
"I don't remember.""
Brielle laughed, a bitter little sound.
"Of course you don't.""
Dad lowered his head.
"I went to the police station. When I came back, your mother wasn't home. The police called the next morning.""
I gripped the edge of the desk.
"You told us you were home all night.""
"I was trying to protect you.""
"From the truth?""
"From being children who couldn't sleep because they knew someone might have hurt their mother.""
The words silenced the room.
Brielle sat on the edge of the bed beside the desk.
"I thought I'd made it up," she whispered.
"After Vanessa moved in, she kept telling me those sounds came from a dream. She said I was mixing up memories because I missed Mom.""
My chest tightened.
"What else did she tell you?""
"That Mom had been unhappy for a long time. That she was angry with Dad. That she might have left if she hadn't died.""
I closed the notebook.
"Vanessa told you that?""
"Yes.""
"She was lying.""
"How do you know?""
"Because Mom was keeping records of something, and Vanessa's name is all over them.""
Brielle stared at the cover.
For the first time that morning, she looked less defensive than afraid.
"What are we going to do?""
Before I could answer, the doorbell rang.
Dad walked downstairs.
We followed him to the front hall, where an elderly woman stood holding a leather handbag and a folded black umbrella. Her silver hair had been arranged in a neat bun, but rain had dampened the collar of her coat.
She looked directly at Dad.
"Daniel Hart?""
"Yes?""
"My name is Lorraine Vale. I used to work with Evelyn.""
Dad's hand tightened around the banister.
"How did you find us?""
"I received a message this morning.""
She took a photograph from her handbag and held it out.
It showed Mom and Lorraine standing outside a courthouse, their arms linked. Mom wore the gold necklace. Lorraine wore a yellow scarf I remembered from childhood.
Dad stared at the image.
"Where did you get that?""
"Evelyn gave it to me thirteen years ago.""
"Why?""
Lorraine's gaze shifted toward Brielle and me.
"Because she believed she might not live long enough to explain what she had discovered.""
Nobody moved.
Lorraine turned the photograph over.
The back was covered in Mom's handwriting.
*If anything happens to me, Lorraine knows the truth.*
My throat tightened.
"Why didn't you come to us before?""
Lorraine's face fell.
"Because your mother made me promise not to. She said the person she was afraid of would use her daughters to control what remained.""
"Who was she afraid of?"" I asked.
Lorraine looked toward the staircase.
Vanessa stood on the landing.
She had changed out of her pale blue blouse. Now she wore a dark coat and held her car keys in one hand.
Her face had gone completely white.
"You're not welcome here," Vanessa said.
Lorraine didn't look away from her.
"I was expecting you to say that.""
"Daniel, make her leave.""
Dad remained silent.
Vanessa descended two steps.
"This woman is unstable. She became obsessed with Evelyn's death years ago. She was fired from the firm for falsifying records.""
Lorraine opened her handbag.
"Would you like to tell them why you paid me to keep quiet?""
Vanessa's fingers curled around her keys.
"You're lying.""
"Then you won't mind if I show them the documents.""
Lorraine withdrew a yellowed envelope.
On its front, in Mom's handwriting, were the words:
*FOR LORRAINE. OPEN ONLY IF I CANNOT COME BACK.*
She placed it on the hall table.
"I kept my promise for thirteen years," Lorraine said.
"But this morning, when I heard the necklace had been found, I decided I had waited long enough.""
Vanessa moved so quickly that her shoulder struck the wall.
"Don't open that.""
Lorraine lifted her chin.
"Why? What's in it, Vanessa?""
For the first time, my stepmother looked directly at me without the carefully constructed smile she had worn for eleven years.
Her eyes were hard.
May you like
Her voice was colder than the rain outside.
"Something your mother should have taken to her grave.""