Curious

Chapter 1: The Price of Being the Good Daughter

“You can have a future, Maya, or you can have a family. You don't get to choose both.””

My mother said those words while standing over my college acceptance letter, holding it between two fingers as if it were something dirty.

Then Denise Carter dropped my full-ride scholarship into the kitchen trash, right beside the coffee grounds and yesterday's chicken bones.

I was seventeen years old. I had earned four years of tuition, housing, and mandatory fees at a university in Georgia. I had worked for that letter through midnight study sessions, perfect grades, and weekend shifts helping my mother's catering business survive.

I had thought it would change my life.

Instead, my mother was telling me that the life I wanted was a betrayal of the family I had spent years keeping afloat.

“Pick that up,” I whispered.

Mom adjusted her glasses.

“Excuse me?””

“My scholarship letter. Pick it up.””

She gave a small, disbelieving laugh and turned back to the stove.

“Your sisters need you. Jasmine needs help getting ready for school, Lily has dance lessons, and I have three catering orders due Friday. Who exactly do you think is going to manage this house?””

“You,” I said.

The wooden spoon stopped moving in her hand.

Behind her, my fifteen-year-old sister, Jasmine, stood in front of the refrigerator with the door open. My nine-year-old sister, Lily, colored on the back of a grocery receipt at the kitchen table.

Neither of them looked surprised.

They had heard this argument coming long before I had.

Mom turned slowly.

“What did you just say?””

I swallowed. My mouth had gone dry, but I forced myself to look at her.

“You're their mother. I'm their sister.””

“Oh, so now you're too good for us?””

“That's not what I said.””

“You've been acting like this for months. Always studying. Always talking about that college. As if the rest of us are beneath you.””

“I'm trying to build a future.””

“And I'm trying to keep a roof over your head!””

Her voice struck the kitchen walls and came back louder.

Mom had raised three daughters alone since my father left when I was eight. She reminded us of that fact whenever she wanted something. She had sacrificed sleep, vacations, new clothes, and almost every personal dream she claimed to have possessed.

Those sacrifices were real.

So was everything she had quietly demanded from me in return.

At eleven, I learned to cook dinner because Mom's catering deliveries sometimes kept her out until midnight.

At thirteen, I was packing sandwich trays and washing industrial-size pots while other kids went to birthday parties.

At fifteen, I was waking Jasmine and Lily, making their breakfasts, and walking Lily to school whenever Mom left before sunrise.

I had missed school dances, weekend trips, and more than one important exam review session because a client needed extra help.

Every time I complained, Mom reminded me that family came first.

Eventually, I stopped complaining.

I even stopped asking.

But when the scholarship letter arrived, something inside me had finally dared to imagine a different life.

“I can go to school without borrowing money,” I said, fighting to keep my voice steady.

“I can study nursing. After graduation, I can get a good job and help you when I'm able to.””

“When you're able to?”” Mom repeated.

She slammed the spoon onto the counter.

“I've been taking care of myself since I was eighteen. Nobody gave me a scholarship.””

“I worked for this.””

“And I worked to raise you!””

“I know!””

“Then act like it!””

Jasmine shut the refrigerator. She took an apple and slipped quietly toward the hallway.

Mom pointed at her.

“See? Your sister can't even get through breakfast without worrying about what you're going to do next.””

Jasmine froze.

“Mom, I wasn't—”

“Go upstairs,” Mom snapped.

Jasmine obeyed.

I watched her disappear, and something bitter settled in my stomach. My mother had a way of making every person in the house responsible for her feelings.

If she was angry, we had caused it.

If she was exhausted, we had failed her.

If she was unhappy, someone had been selfish.

I bent down and pulled my letter from the trash. A smear of tomato sauce had stained the corner.

I wiped it carefully with a paper towel.

Mom watched me.

“You're not going anywhere, Maya.””

I straightened.

“Yes, I am.””

For the first time that evening, her expression changed. She looked less like an exhausted mother and more like someone who had just realized she was losing control of a situation she had always considered settled.

“Then pack your bags,” she said.

“Walk out of this house to attend that college, and don't come crawling back when you need something.””

I stared at her.

I remembered being six years old, sitting on the kitchen counter while she braided my hair before school. I remembered the night I had a fever and she stayed beside me with a cool washcloth until morning. I remembered her telling me that I could become anything I wanted.

I had spent years trying to become the daughter she could be proud of.

Now I wondered whether she had ever meant those words.

“When did you stop wanting me to succeed?”” I asked.

Her jaw tightened.

“I'm done talking about this.””

She turned away, picked up her phone, and began scrolling through messages from catering clients as if she hadn't just threatened to destroy my future.

I carried the letter upstairs.

That night, I called my best friend, Tessa Brooks.

“She threw it away,” I said when Tessa answered.

“What?””

“My scholarship letter. She literally threw it into the kitchen trash.””

“Oh, Maya.””

Tessa knew what my life looked like. She had watched me fall asleep over textbooks in the school library. She had seen me arrive late to study sessions because Mom needed me to deliver food trays across town.

“Come stay with us,” Tessa said.

“I can't just move into your house.””

“Why not? My mom likes you.””

“It's not that simple.””

“Then explain what's complicated about my mom having a spare room and your mom trying to ruin your life.””

I let out a broken laugh that turned into a sob.

Tessa's mother, Marlene, came onto the call a moment later.

“Maya, sweetheart,” she said gently, “bring your important documents. Birth certificate, Social Security card, school records, everything related to that scholarship. We'll figure out the rest together.””

I pressed the phone against my ear.

“Thank you.””

“Don't thank me yet. First, we make sure you have somewhere safe to go.””

For the first time in years, someone was talking about my future as if it mattered.

The next morning, I started gathering my documents.

My birth certificate was in a folder beneath my bed. My Social Security card was inside an envelope in the back of my desk drawer. I printed copies of my acceptance letter and scholarship award.

I hid everything inside an old backpack.

Two days later, an email arrived from the university.

*Subject: Confirmation of Enrollment Withdrawal*

I opened it while sitting on my bedroom floor, surrounded by folded clothes.

The first sentence made my stomach drop.

Dear Maya Carter, please confirm whether you still intend to enroll following your recent withdrawal request.

I read it again.

I hadn't withdrawn.

I opened my student portal.

My password no longer worked.

When I requested a reset, the recovery email displayed on the screen was unfamiliar.

Then I looked closer.

It ended with the name of my mother's catering business.

My mother hadn't merely thrown away my scholarship letter.

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She had gotten into my university account.

And whatever she had done, the school believed I had asked to leave.

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