Curious

Chapter 1: The Picture I Wasn’t Allowed to Be In

“Make sure Layla is NOT in the final family photo. I need it for the custody file.””

My father read the message twice before looking up at my stepmother. And for the first time in my twelve years of life, I watched Monique Reed realize that her carefully arranged smile could no longer save her.

Ten minutes earlier, she had been holding my arm so tightly that my fingers had started to tingle.

“Family only. Step aside.””

She had whispered those words beside a white floral arch, beneath black-and-white balloons, while fifty relatives gathered on the lawn of my father’s estate.

I was twelve years old.

I had worn the blue dress my late mother bought me for my last birthday before she died. I had spent twenty minutes brushing my hair that morning because I wanted to look beautiful in the photographs.

I thought the pictures would become something I could keep forever.

Instead, my stepmother was trying to erase me from them.

“Layla, sweetheart,” Monique said, her voice bright enough for everyone nearby to hear.

“The adults need to take this picture. You can sit over there until we're finished.””

She pointed toward an empty garden table.

I stared at her hand.

“But Dad said everyone was taking one together.””

“And everyone will,” she replied.

“Just not this particular one.””

Her fingernails dug into my arm.

I stumbled backward, catching the edge of a chair before I fell.

The photographer, Marcus, lowered his camera.

My father, Adrian Reed, stood in the middle of the lineup wearing a black suit and a silver tie. He was forty-two, broad-shouldered, and known for being the kind of man who could silence a construction site simply by walking onto it.

He had built a successful construction company from a single pickup truck and a borrowed toolbox.

He had also promised my mother, shortly before she died, that he would always protect me.

Now he looked at Monique as if he had never seen her before.

“Let go of her,” he said.

Monique released me immediately.

Then she smoothed the front of her orange dress.

“Adrian, please. We have relatives waiting, flowers wilting in the heat, and a photographer charging us by the hour. Must you turn everything into a confrontation?””

“You pulled my daughter out of a photograph.””

“I moved her aside.””

“She's twelve.””

“And she'll still be twelve after the picture.””

A few relatives shifted uncomfortably.

My eight-year-old half-brother, Jordan, stopped adjusting his bow tie. Caleb, who was six, held a little toy car in one hand and stared at the grass.

Neither boy understood why the grown-ups were suddenly speaking through clenched teeth.

I understood enough.

Monique had a way of making cruelty sound reasonable.

At dinner, she sometimes placed six plates on the table when there were seven of us. If I pointed it out, she would laugh and say she had forgotten.

When her friends visited, she introduced Jordan and Caleb as Adrian's children, then added, “And this is Layla, Adrian's daughter from his first marriage.””

First marriage.

She always said those words as though my mother had been a mistake my father made before finding the right woman.

At Christmas, she gave the boys matching presents and handed me a gift card.

At family gatherings, she placed me at the far end of the table, where I couldn't hear half the conversations.

Whenever I tried to tell my father that something felt wrong, Monique would appear with a warm smile and ask whether I was having another difficult day.

Then Dad would look tired.

And I would feel guilty.

So I stopped talking.

For nearly two years, I had learned how to become invisible without leaving a room.

But today, standing beneath that floral arch, I couldn't disappear quickly enough to make her happy.

“Dad,” Jordan whispered, “are we taking the picture or not?””

My father didn't look away from Monique.

“We are,” he said.

“But nobody is taking it until everyone understands something.””

Monique gave a short laugh.

“Oh, please. Don't turn this into another argument about Layla.””

Another argument.

The words landed like a slap.

My father crossed the lawn and stopped in front of me.

“Look at me, sweetheart.””

I raised my head.

“Did she hurt you?””

“No.””

His eyes moved to the red marks forming around my wrist.

I pulled my hand behind my back.

“Layla.””

“She just grabbed me. It's okay, Dad.””

He crouched until we were eye to eye.

“It's not okay just because you're used to it.””

My throat tightened.

I had never heard him say anything like that before.

Behind him, Monique clicked her tongue.

“Adrian, she's perfectly fine. You're encouraging this behavior by treating every minor disagreement like a crisis.””

He stood.

“What behavior?””

“Her constant need to challenge me.””

“She asked why she couldn't be in a photograph.””

“Because I wanted one picture with my immediate family!””

The lawn went silent.

My father stared at her.

Then he pointed toward me.

“Explain to me how my daughter isn't your immediate family.””

Monique's face flushed.

“You know exactly what I meant.””

“No. I want you to explain it.””

She looked around at the watching relatives and lowered her voice.

“You're humiliating me.””

“You humiliated a twelve-year-old child in front of fifty people.””

For a moment, Monique looked as if she might scream.

Instead, she changed tactics.

She walked toward me with both hands extended and her expression softened into the gentle smile she used whenever someone important was watching.

“Layla, darling, I think you've misunderstood. The first photograph was supposed to be a picture of the household as it is today. Your father, me, and the boys.””

I looked at her.

“Am I not part of the household?””

Her smile flickered.

“Don't be difficult.””

“I'm asking a question.””

My father stepped between us.

“And she's entitled to an answer.””

Monique dropped her hands.

“You're making her believe she can challenge me in front of everyone.””

“No,” Adrian replied.

“I'm making her believe she deserves respect.””

My aunt Patricia looked down at her champagne glass. One of my father's cousins suddenly found an urgent reason to rearrange the chairs.

Nobody defended Monique.

For the first time that afternoon, she seemed uncertain.

Then Marcus cleared his throat.

“Mr. Reed, there's something I need to ask you.””

My father turned.

“What is it?””

Marcus glanced at Monique, then at the smartphone in his hand.

“Before I send the final photographs, I need to clarify which image is supposed to go to the lawyer.””

My father frowned.

“What lawyer?””

Monique's smile disappeared.

“Marcus, you've had a very long week. I think you're confusing this event with another booking.””

“No, ma'am.””

“Then put your phone away.””

Marcus didn't move.

He was a quiet man in his fifties who had photographed hundreds of weddings, anniversaries, and family celebrations. I had watched him patiently rearrange flowers and adjust collars all afternoon.

Now his fingers tightened around his phone.

“I'm sorry,” he said, looking directly at my father.

“But I don't think I should keep this from you.””

Monique took a step toward him.

“Marcus, I'm telling you to stop.””

He looked at her, then back at Adrian.

“Your wife sent me a message about the family photograph. She gave me specific instructions about who could appear in it.””

My father held out his hand.

“Let me see.””

Marcus hesitated before passing him the phone.

Dad read the message.

Once.

Twice.

His expression changed so dramatically that I felt a cold sensation crawl up my spine.

He lifted his eyes to Marcus.

“Custody file?””

Marcus swallowed.

“That is what she told me, sir.””

Dad turned toward Monique.

“What custody file?””

Her lips parted.

For once, she had no answer ready.

Then she reached for the phone.

“Give me that. This is a private conversation being taken out of context.””

My father moved it beyond her reach.

“You hired a photographer to help you build a custody case against my daughter?””

“That's not what happened.””

“Then tell me what happened.””

She glanced toward the guests.

“Not here.””

“You chose here when you grabbed her in front of everyone.””

Monique's eyes flashed.

“This is between us.””

“No,” Adrian said.

“Apparently, it involves lawyers. So we're going to discuss it.””

I stood beside the chair, pressing my injured wrist against my dress.

Custody.

I knew what the word meant. I had heard it during the months after my mother died, when adults discussed guardianship and who would take care of me if Dad ever became unable to do so.

But I couldn't understand why Monique would need a custody file.

I lived with my father.

He was my legal parent.

He had never said anything about giving me away.

Unless someone was trying to take me.

I looked at Monique.

She was no longer looking at Dad.

She was looking at me.

And there was something in her eyes that made me wish I had never learned to read.

Not guilt.

Not embarrassment.

Fear.

Then she leaned toward my father and whispered something I couldn't hear.

Whatever she said made him go completely still.

Marcus quietly retrieved his camera from the table.

The family photograph remained untaken.

And I realized that Monique had never been trying to keep me out of a picture.

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She had been trying to make the picture prove something.

Something that could change my entire life.

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