Chapter 8: The Secret Everyone Buried
For nine years, I believed I knew the worst thing that could happen to a family.
I thought the worst pain was being abandoned.
I thought the worst betrayal was a person leaving.
I was wrong.
The worst kind of pain is discovering that every person you trusted was carrying a piece of the truth, and somehow you were the only one left in the dark.
I stared at the email on Noah’s laptop.
One sentence.
That was all it took to make the entire room feel different.
*Ask Jason where he was the night your father died.*
My father.
Not Noah’s.
Mine.
I looked at Noah.
“What does this mean?””
He shook his head.
“I don’t know.””
My hands were cold.
“Who sent this?””
He looked at the screen.
“Unknown address.””
I read it again.
Then again.
The words wouldn’t change.
Jason.
My father.
A death I had spent years avoiding.
A memory I had locked away because it hurt too much.
“Noah,” I whispered.
“What?””
“Don’t reply.””
He frowned.
“Why?””
“Because whoever sent this wants something.””
Noah looked at me.
“Mom.””
His voice softened.
“We already know everyone has been lying.””
I closed my eyes.
That was the problem.
I thought we had reached the end of the secrets.
I thought after Mark left, there would finally be nothing hidden.
But apparently, my family had more ghosts.
A knock came at the door.
Both of us froze.
Not again.
Not another person standing outside with another piece of my life.
Noah looked at me.
“Who could that be?””
I didn’t answer.
I walked toward the door slowly.
When I opened it, I saw Jason.
He was standing there holding his jacket.
His face looked worried.
“What happened?””
I stared at him.
“How did you know something happened?””
He looked confused.
“I saw Noah’s message.””
I frowned.
“I didn’t send you anything.””
Jason looked down at his phone.
Then his expression changed.
“I got an email.””
My stomach dropped.
“What email?””
He pulled out his phone.
The same subject line.
The same message.
*Your mother still doesn’t know what happened the night Jason disappeared.*
I stepped back.
Someone was doing this intentionally.
Someone wanted us to look at the past.
Jason entered the house slowly.
“What does it mean?””
I looked at him.
“I was hoping you knew.””
He went quiet.
Then I asked the question that had been sitting in my chest since I read the email.
“Where were you the night my father died?””
Jason froze.
The silence was immediate.
Too immediate.
My heart sank.
“You know.””
His eyes dropped.
“Sarah…”
“No.””
I stepped back.
“Don’t.””
I had heard that voice before.
The voice people use when they are about to tell you something painful.
“Tell me.””
Jason looked at Noah.
Then back at me.
“I was there.””
The room went silent.
I felt like I couldn’t breathe.
“You were where?””
“At the hospital.””
My father.
My memories came rushing back.
The hospital hallway.
The smell of antiseptic.
My mother crying.
The phone call.
The funeral.
And Jason.
Or rather…
the absence of Jason.
“I don’t understand.””
Jason looked devastated.
“I went there because your father called me.””
I stared.
“My father?””
He nodded.
“He wanted to talk.””
“About what?””
Jason hesitated.
“About you.””
My heart tightened.
“Why?””
“Because he knew something was wrong.””
I shook my head.
“No.””
Jason stepped closer.
“He knew you were unhappy.””
My eyes filled.
My father had always been protective.
Even when I didn’t ask for help.
Even when I pretended I was fine.
“What did he know?””
Jason looked down.
“He knew Mark was in love with you.””
The room went still.
I stared at him.
“Mark?””
Jason nodded.
“Your father knew before you did.””
I felt sick.
“No.””
“Sarah—”
“No.””
I shook my head.
“That doesn’t make sense.””
Jason’s voice softened.
“Your father saw the way Mark looked at you.””
I sat down.
Because suddenly I remembered.
The little things.
Mark always being there.
Always available.
Always knowing exactly what I needed.
Back then, I thought it was kindness.
Maybe it was.
But maybe there was more.
“What happened at the hospital?””
Jason took a deep breath.
“Your father asked me to leave you alone.””
My eyes widened.
“What?””
“He thought I was hurting you.””
I looked away.
Because that was complicated.
Because Jason had hurt me.
He had left.
But he had also been trying to come back.
“He blamed me.””
Jason continued.
“He said I needed to give you a chance to heal.””
“And you listened?””
“I should have.””
His voice broke.
“But then he told me something else.””
“What?””
Jason looked at me.
“He said Mark had been asking questions.””
My stomach tightened.
“What questions?””
“About custody.””
The room felt colder.
“Before you and Mark were even together?””
Jason nodded.
“He wanted to know how hard it would be for him to become Noah’s legal father.””
Noah looked shocked.
“He was planning this from the beginning?””
Jason looked at him.
“I don’t know.””
And that answer mattered.
Because for once, Jason wasn’t pretending to know everything.
He was admitting uncertainty.
“What happened to my father?”” I asked.
Jason’s face changed.
“I don’t know everything.””
“But you know something.””
He looked down.
“Yes.””
I waited.
“He died that night after talking to me.””
My breath caught.
“What?””
Jason swallowed.
“I was the last person who saw him alive.””
Noah stepped forward.
“Did Mom know?””
Jason shook his head.
“No.””
“Why?””
“Because when I left the hospital…”
He stopped.
I waited.
“When I left, Mark was there.””
My heart stopped.
“Mark?””
Jason nodded.
“He told me your father had changed his mind.””
I frowned.
“What does that mean?””
“He told me your father wanted me gone.””
I stared.
“And you believed him?””
Jason looked ashamed.
“I was already convinced I had failed your family.””
He looked at me.
“I believed everyone would be better without me.””
A tear slipped down his cheek.
“So I left.””
I covered my mouth.
Nine years.
Nine years built on one lie after another.
I looked at Noah.
His expression was devastated.
Then his phone buzzed.
Another email.
This time, from the same unknown sender.
Noah opened it.
His face changed.
“What?””
He looked at me.
“It’s a video.””
My stomach tightened.
“Don’t open it.””
But he already had.
The screen loaded.
A security camera recording.
The date was nine years ago.
The location appeared at the top.
*St. Mary’s Hospital Parking Garage.*
The video showed a man walking toward a car.
I couldn’t see his face clearly.
Then another person appeared.
Noah zoomed in.
The image became clearer.
And I stopped breathing.
Because I knew the person standing there.
Mark.
Then a second figure stepped into view.
My father.
Alive.
Standing.
Talking.
Noah looked at me.
“Mom…”
I stared at the screen.
Because my father wasn’t just there.
He was holding a folder.
And when the video zoomed closer, I saw the label.
My name.
Then the video ended.
One final message appeared.
*“Your father died trying to tell you the truth.””*
I couldn’t move.
I couldn’t speak.
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Because suddenly the question wasn’t what Mark had done.
The question was what he had been trying to stop my father from telling me nine years ago.
